I remembered when I was your age. Everyone told me to give up and that I couldn’t do it. I struggled with no one to ask for help. For many times I thought about quitting, and often I did because it just wasn’t possible or the struggle killed any of the passion. I don’t want that to happen to someone else.
1:28am - 8/10/2019
“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”— Jillian Medoff
I see other people, just as imperfect as I am, but they are able to have a healthy loving relationship. I’ve tried bettering myself yet I’m still not good enough for anyone to love.
12:15am - 11/08/2019
“Some people insist that ‘mediocre’ is better than ‘best.’ They delight in clipping wings because they themselves can’t fly. They despise brains because they have none.”— Robert Heinlein